Mindfuck

itsalanething:

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so for the last year ive been really proud of who i am and what i was doing, which was really nothing other than being me not who everyone else wanted me to be. i was skinny because of me and my hard work. i loved my body and myself. i finally had me figured out. i found a guy who ACTUALLY loves me and wants to be with me and now im getting super depressed for no reason! nothing has changed except me, i no longer feel like i should like myself. i eat 24/7 and im getting fat again. im so stressed out and i have nothing to be stressed about… i still have a bf who loves me to death and treats me better than anyone else ever has but im so afraid of losing him that its eating away at me and my happiness. why does fear hold me in its death grip? im going to lose control and im going to kill myself or turn into a raging alcoholic again. i hate it and i hate myself for it. HELP!

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- Carrie : Sex and the city

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i get nervous at the drop of a hat. at this very moment im super nervous because im about to go to court for one charge of possession of marijuana for personal use and 5 counts of paraphernalia. bullshit. im FREAKING the fuck out though. even though i cant do shit about it. and i still have to go to court no matter what and deal with what happens. im going nuts. just thought id vent and get opinions if anyone has any.

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